A letter for my boyfriend’s ex girlfriend.
I know you feel so much pain right now because of what happened to your relationship with my boyfriend and to your supposed to be happy family. And I’m sorry. I’m sorry that you feel so broken right now because he left you and you felt that he has not given you the second chance that you deserve. I understand what you are going through. I know the feeling of having your heart shattered into pieces by the guy you have loved so much. Though maybe, your heartbreak was worse than mine, because you guys had a son..
I don’t know the whole story. And I wasn’t even there when you guys fell apart. But believe me, I know how it felt. How it felt to beg someone to take you back again. To desperately ask someone to give you another chance. I know how it felt to exhaust all your reasons and resources just to make him see that you are the right one for him. I know how it felt to lowered down all your morals and pride just to be rejected in the end.
Do not get me wrong, I am not patronizing you. Because as much as you are feeling broken right now, you have also caused my man so much suffering too. You are not the only one who’s hurting here, you know. I know he has also endured a lot of pain before he actually given up on you. On your family. And he is still bearing that pain right now every time he remembers his son. I hope that someday, you’ll understand that he just made a choice. A painful one, yes. But you know what they say, sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same. You may lost all the rational part of your brain right now, but trust me, someday it’ll make sense.
I want you to know that I am sorry that you have to wake up every morning with that broken heart. I am deeply sorry for being one of the reason why you are hurting right now.
If only I can hand him over to you just to ease your pain, I would. But I’m sorry I can’t. I can’t bear the thought of losing him. I love him too, you know. I’m sorry but you had your chance to be with him forever, but you blew it. Now, it’s my turn. And I will not let anyone or anything gets in our way.
I understand that I am not actually your favorite person right now, but please know that I understand you. I really wanted to hug you right now and tell you to be strong because this too shall pass. And time will eventually heal your broken heart just like what it did to mine.
I am praying that someday, you’ll gonna move on and you will find the one who is right for you. The one that will put back all the broken pieces of your heart. I am praying for your happiness. And I am praying that it will come soon.
Because as much as I hate your guts and wanting to slap your face so hard, I also care for you. Because once in my life, I have felt that kind pain of too. And no one, deserves that pain. No one. Not even you.
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Happy Sunday! :) (at Strawberry Farm, La Trinidad, Benguet)
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Long weekend getawayyyy :) 👍🚗😊
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